By the Apple
Christina Lee
The Word says love is the fruit of the Spirit
But I see myself as a tree with dollar bills as leaves.
I don’t need a metamorphosis to see
For I know I have been a bug long before the transformation.
My eyes are opened now.
It began when the apple rolled down,
a new identity that became a burden.
I’m allowing myself to rot
Like any other apples should be.
The Word says a tree symbolizes knowledge.
But as it grows over time,
I have reached the ultimate ugliness of metamorphosis.
Where did my innocence go?
What am I standing on?
My identity wasn’t created by me.
It wasn’t mine.
It wasn’t me all along.
I have tired to force them to see,
the apple that decays every time I bite
bit by bit.
It was by the apple I know what I know.
And it is by the apple I choose to go through
Another metamorphosis.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka
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Saturday, February 21, 2009
Bertolt Brecht response
Human trafficking is the displacement of people by force, fraud, or deception, with the aim of exploiting them. It is mostly known as a form of “modern slavery”, where people, especially women and children, are placed in wealthy countries in Western Europe, North America or Middle East. Victims are usually innocent people who were looking for jobs to support their families and were lured by adverts in their home countries who convinced that the work will be well-paid and the condition will be safe. The fate of the victims is unclear; they could be exchanged to other group of frauds as business, sent home after they fall ill, or become pregnant with an unwanted child.
This social issue is well appropriate to promote Bertolt Brecht theory of Epic theatre, because it touches several issues that are filled with controversies that the spectators are ought to think about. However, it would be extremely arduous to design this performance in a way that would discourage the audience to suppress their emotional attachment to the characters on stage, because the narrative would most likely evoke the spectator’s sentiments more than their critical thoughts on the concern. It is Brecht’s intention to eliminate the dramatical illusion, but to stimulate the performance to be more of a debate hall than a place of entertainment (Bertolt Brecht: Centenary Essays). While still providing entertainment, it should be strongly didactic and capable of provoking social change. Brecht wanted the spectators to identify the issue that is presented on stage with the characters on stage and become emotionally involved with them rather than being stirred to think about his own life.
The tool that Brecht used to encourage the audience to adopt a more critical attitude was a technique called the Verfremdungs-effekt ("alienation effect"), where it is used to remind the spectators that they are in a theatre watching a piece of reality (brandeis.edu). The alienation effect is preceded on stage with characters continuously explaining the situation, rather than letting the audience to see the emotion and the thoughts of the characters. It is the actors’ role to interrupt the spectator’s emotion to be aroused as they begin to attach their feelings with the character’s feeling, and awake them to stop and think critically.
The stage design of this performance should almost be empty, because any set changes can affect the view of the audience. Props are only used when they are necessary for telling the story, and if they are used, then the props themselves should be symbolic rather than real. There shouldn’t be a wall between the audience and the actors; therefore it should be considered opened to allow the audience to see the “piece of reality” in front of them. Lighting should be used in a way where it ensures the actors to be seen as if they are living in the same world as the audience. It should indicate the passage of time or change of scenes rather than create a mood or an atmosphere. So, the lighting director should abandon the idea of hiding the source of light to achieve a mysterious effect to draw attention and should inundate the state with ‘harsh white light’ to focus the full view of the audience reminding them that they are watching a play. The script should be written scenes that carry their own message and tell their own story. Dramatic irony should be well used with other well known stories like myths and legends to provoke the audience to enjoy hearing the stories they already know and teach the message at the same time (bbc.co.uk). It should be structured episodically with clear message plugged in, to emphasize the intention of the performance. The blockings should also be well considered where it shouldn’t be dome to amaze the views; it should be blocked to clarify the structure of the human relationship in the play and use everything on stage to make the audience to develop a more critical perspective on the issues that are presented (delamare-arts.com). The issue of human trafficking is perfect to exhibit Brecht’s theory, at the same time to spread awareness using his methods.
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Saturday, February 14, 2009
A Talk among Leisured People
Tolstoy has a distinct style of manifesting the message in his writing so it wouldn’t be too difficult for normal people, the bourgeois, to understand while they are reading. Because not all people had the opportunity to receive full education, Tolstoy considered the fact of the circumstance and attempted to write effectively by arranging the themes, morals, motifs and symbols clearly. At the end of the first paragraph, the theme of the story is presented so the people would have a better idea of what they are reading. It says, “All confessed that they were living worldly lives concerned only for themselves and their families, none of them thinking about their neighbors, still less of God.” The notion of the story is the dissatisfaction of the wealthy not living a godly life but living with egotistic minds and attitudes. The moral of the story is placed at the end, “So it seems that none of us may live rightly: we may only talk about it.” Both theme and moral summarize the writing that wealthy people actually do realize the true meaning of life and are directed toward the satisfaction of loving each other and living for God. However, even if people came up with different ideas and opinions on how they should or should not take actions, excuses relating to families and traditions hinder as soon as it becomes realistic. So all they do is to talk about it.
There are seven different people who have participated in this conversation. The group is composed of people with different ages and genders, which demonstrated varied perspectives. The first person who opened the conversation was a dogmatic young man, who strongly believed that there should be changes in their lifestyles. He questioned the living of a leisured people and censured the ungodliness filled with transient amusements and satisfaction. He stated, “I don’t want to live in that old way! I will abandon the studies I have begun…I will renounce my property and go to the country and live among the poor. I will work with them, will learn to labor with my hands…by living with them in a brotherly way.” It may seem a little impulsive to abandon everything and start a new life, but he surely does understand the notion of Christianity of how people should love and support each other in a brotherly way.
The second person who comes into the picture is the father of the young man. This time, the differences of thoughts in ages exhibits in a very opposite way. The father discourages the idea of his son by incessantly reminding his son that he doesn’t understand life because he is too young and inexperienced. Also he states, “It’s hard enough to walk well on a beaten track, but it is harder still to lay out a new one.” He meant that it is a bit of a rush to start a new life when the present life is already complicated itself. Unlike his son, the father is being pragmatic and traditional to suppress his son’s quixotic and radical passion. Also, he advises that his son should acquire more knowledge and experience through education, and be independent to make his own decisions.

After the man’s statement, his wife attacked him with an opposite opinion that the man shouldn’t even think about abandoning the family for the sake of the future of the children and it’s a cowardly act of a father. In this perspective, it’s quite different from the old and the young, because women are so used to being dependent on men. When the other man agreed with the woman’s husband, his family members opposed with clear sinister motives to receive money from him. Finally, one of the visitors close the conversation by saying, “but as soon as it comes to practice it turns out that the children must not be upset and must be brought up not in godly fashion but in the old way.” And all they do is to talk about it. This combination of different opinions reflects on the mind sets of the people in the world viewing one thing with diverse backgrounds, characteristics and motives.
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Thursday, January 1, 2009
Entry 9
It was Don Richardson’s will to reach to the Sawis before the society inundate the environment with myriad of businesses, buildings, and foreigners. The Sawis would have definitely been perplexed by its rapid change than the change Don Richardson wanted to introduce. Because Sawis were already under the government’s eyes, who probably would have forced the Sawis to change their lifestyles with guns and other weapons in their hands, it was Richardson’s task to convince the Sawis in a peaceful manner before the government come upon the natives. However, this wasn’t the only goal Richardson strived for. His main purpose was to approach the Sawis to interact with the people to help them be familiar with God and eventually acknowledge God’s love. It is not abnormal to see missionaries in places where not a lot of people visit. Places are usually where people are not aware of the notion of Christianity or are strongly devoted to other beliefs. Many missionaries attempt to make connections (even if it’s shallow) with the people who are considered isolated from the modern society. Missionaries also help these people medically and educate them to alleviate the standard of living of the people. In the book, Richardson’s wife Carol helped cure many diseases that triggered many people’s lives for years providing different kinds of medications.
However what missionaries and organizations really do is to lead these corrupted and uneducated people from digression to the right way to live with an eternal salvation. Introducing the real Peace Child to the primitives, Richardson also guaranteed an eternal peace among the tribes and eradicated cannibalism from the culture.
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Entry 8
How do I relate to faith? How did Don Richardson relate to Faith? How do the Sawi relate to faith?
I’ll be honest with you God. I was quite discouraged to compare my own faith to Don Richardson’s and the Sawis’ while I was reading this book. I have lived all my life living within your boundary, continuously encountering your words and meeting different people who are devoted to your love. But how come my faith is so fragile compared to the Sawis who had found you later in their lives? I am living in a world where options are limited as a student. This may sound like an excuse, but I didn’t have a major turning point in my life to solidify my faith. Don Richardson had an evident purpose when he first approached the tribes, and the Sawis gained opportunities to reflect on their lives and to correct their immoral culture. I, as a student, go to chapel every Tuesday morning and struggle among students to follow the procedures and obligations that the world has planned out for me. Even if I am opened to all the technologies and Media, why do I feel more insecure than Don Richardson and the Sawis who lived in an unprotected territory? But God, there is one thing I really want to tell you: there may have been times when I turned my back on you, but I have never doubted your presence. I knew that there was someone in this vast meaningless world, who was looking over me from the beginning to the end of my day, of my time. This is the faith I have on you.
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Entry 7
How does Faith relate to the world in which we live?
Faith is obliviously included in our daily lives, especially among our families, friends, teachers and acquaintances. In most religious realm, however, people consider faith as hopes in their lives to depend on or to be comforted. Because it is an undeniable fact that human beings are vulnerable, it is easy to encounter people using religion to feel less difficult in life, seeking hope and being able to gain strength to continue moving on. Non-believers claim that Christians are weak because they depend on a nonexistent figure. It may be an enigmatic matter for those who don’t know the power of God, but it is a magnificent factor that anyone could claim to save themselves from various struggles and hardships. My faith as a Christian is definitely fragile, but just by knowing that someone is out there watching over me, it gives me a little comfort to blame on him or ask for help. In the case of the Sawis, faith was applied in a completely different way that most people perceive. They had faith in a belief that betrayal and treachery were significant in their lives, and this molded their society to be a violent culture of betraying their own friends, which made it even more uneasy for other people to approach them. It is important that the faith needs to be well formed because it becomes a permanent characteristic of a person.
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Entry 6
Are primitive cultures, like the Sawi, necessary in our present world?
No one can deny that we are drenched in a fast-evolving society, where technology has replaced the hands of the workers and where the most fundamental appreciation towards nature has been diminished. Now, primitive cultures are often treated as children’s bed time stories or another lecture on the Prehistoric Era, because people have became so myopic to the world they are living, that they have closed themselves from having a real “secular view”. And sometimes, it is necessary to look back to the most basic phase that the world has gone through, where spears and rocks were mainly used and fire didn’t come from stoves or matches. It is quite helpful to cleanse our eyes, our perspectives from the havoc, and ponder the radical in a rational view (though it might be quite complex). Be simple and look at the world one more time. Because of these primitive cultures, the Sawis, we are able to have a chance to look at different sides of the box: religion, tradition, culture, moral, symbols, and relationships. So, let’s turn off our ipods, pikachu volleyball games, minesweepers, or whatever, and look at the creations we have covered with our own hands.
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